I never thought I could find someone with similar sadistic thoughts and plans that we'd play the scenes of these dark thoughts in our mind over and over again when we get really mad at a particular person. It kinda makes me wonder if we are really psychotic sometimes, but I doubt so. I'm sure anyone who gets mad will have the thoughts of killing someone. Probably mine was a little more extreme, I've even thought of the aftermath. Is this normal? I think the only abnormal thing is that I seldom get angry, and even when I do, i'll get over it very quickly. I don't even know why I bother typing that. I have something else to get off my chest, an uncertainty, something like a kinder surprise or an expiring box of sugar coated cereal or seeing a charming unicorn prancing across a rainbow while getting baked. It's just a matter of time and the suspension i'm getting from uncertainty is being a total bitch. I can't calculate risks for nuts!